Koinonia

Well, things finally caught up with me and I got the flu:( I was trying to slow down, but I think mentally I wasnt. And most importantly, I wasnt focused and having the necessary time I needed to spend with the Lord. The flu sure knocked me off me feet and slowed me down. I have to say thru this experience, its been awesome to connect with my brothers and sisters in Christ. So many people have been encouraging and checking up on me. And yesterday I stopped by the church to drop a book off, and a few of my pastors were there. 2 prayed for me and I broke down crying cuz i was in so much pain and because i was so frustrated to be getting sick during these busy weeks. I was so embarrassed crying in front of everyone. But a dear friend came out and sat with me and encouraged me. Then they annointed me with oil and prayed over me. Such a neat experience for them to comfort me and tell me how much I am loved. I could have never imagined being in such a place 3 yrs ago. I was so miserable and never came out of my room. I was so antisocial. And since I couldnt find a church where I felt I belonged, I just stopped going to church. I dont believe people when they say they can make it without church. Fellowship is such an important part of following Christ. Its too easy to fall when you are not surrounded by loving people who can encourage you and keep you accountable. Ive been there.